While change is certainly brewing, a lot of days I find myself just as busy as I was while in graduate school. There is still plenty to be done, however the tasks are different. They involve making appointments, wedding planning, looking for jobs, and home organization. They like my hiatus from this blog, are all things I let slide to finish school. Although my days are quite full, I still constantly find myself pondering the question, 'what's next?'
Change has been exciting. I have had more time and space to do many of the things I neglected to do during school, but it is also a little scary when I begin to consider how I am going to make my living. There is something unsettling about uncertainty. As a therapist, I constantly find myself telling my clients to trust in the process. This is definitely easier said than done, however I am trying to be open to what comes to me. I am allowing myself to be alright with exactly where I am. To trust that this is where I am supposed to be. And that, the right thing for me is out there - it will either find me, or I will find it.